It's been a long time. I need to get back on track.
In 2 weeks and 2 days I will be married! I can't believe it...
I had two showers this weekend. I didn't even really want one. They are very overwhelming. It's a weird contradiction for me-- I love being on stage and acting and being in the spotlight.... but I hate being the center of attention when I'm not on stage, especially when it's a room full of people watching me open gifts. At one point I asked my mother if I was doing everything right. That's a part of the reason I didn't want a big wedding too.
I think the thing I'm most nervous about is not being married, and not really the wedding, but moving! I don't want to have to pack up allllll my stuff. And I have to go through everything in my room! Blah! Of course, I am nervous about some aspects of the wedding. I hope it is a beautiful day, sunny but not too hot. And I hope everybody can find the place. They are dumb if they can't.
My last day at Bread Co is June 6. I am sad. I will miss my co-workers :(
My last day at the Y is Saturday. I'm not as sad. I will only miss a few co-workers. It is funny how we are working for a Christian organization but everyone is so selfish and stupid. I will miss what I do there. I won't miss my hair being nearly unbrushable from the chlorine.
I can't wait to have a month off!
So... instead of writing every day... I didn't. I failed. This was a failed experiment. I blame too much work and Minecraft.
